Resisting changing of change in the seen....

 If I love life too much, this world too much, then I am dealing with change. This world, like a dream, changes and I want to keep on living and changing too, full of hope and anticipation. This is part of the life my Father Lord spoke into existence for me. But change wears my body down as time dwindles this dream away and my spirit is left to

Land of safety and desire

depend on faith alone. Like the man who travelled to the promise of a timeless land before his time run out. He came to someone who had a barrel. People jumped into the barrel so he could carry them, as he walked on a wire across raging falls, over to the quiet waters of the land of safety and desire. Jump in he was told. For some time he watched as one by one others jumped into the clumsy barrel and were carried across the wire to safety and desire. Looking at the abyss, he said to the man with the barrel, while nodding toward me, and said take him first.